I know that I am overweight. I can see it when I wake up in the morning and look at myself. I know that I have to buy plus size and that I have a problem with eating. But it is not my fault. It isn’t my fault because I was born this way. I was born with a higher desire to eat than others around me. I sometimes want to ask a higher authority.. why am I this way? Why was I born this way? What did I do to be born this way? Why am I so unfortunate to be born this way? These are the questions that I ask myself everyday. Have I found the answer yet to my questions? no. Yes I have tried working out and it has not gotten me anywhere.. I get tired very easily and my body aches like crazy the next morning. When I workout it seems that I have the urge to eat more and more which makes me gain weight, so working out is out of the agenda. I am so sick and tired of suffering from this disease.. I am tired of looking at myself in the mirror hoping that one day I would actually not fill up the whole diameter of the mirror. I am so tired of societies necessity to be skinny and thin. I am sick of it because I know that I will never be described “skinny and thin.” I have tried countless weight loss products, herbal techniques, and diets however have not found one to make me look slimmer. I am stuck looking this way for the rest of my life. Writing this made me even feel worse about myself.